I
Am Surprised
By John W. Vander Velden
When I stand where I stand and look about my world,
surveying my place in it all, I am left wondering. If I take the time to consider all my
successes and failures, I find myself surprised at the place I find myself...today.
I understand that step by step, forward and backward
as well, my journey has shaped me into who I have become. Along the way I have always felt it my
obligation to take my advances with humility while accepting responsibility for
my failings, for I understand that I am but human. Acknowledging that if I have any talents at
all, they are the results of gifts given for my use by a power far beyond
me. While honestly recognizing my
weakness helps me to accept mistakes made by others. And so I tend to judge those around me less
harshly than I judge myself.
Yet when I survey where I stand...today...I am
surprised.
Though I often dwell on all the unfulfilled
aspirations, the years spent with only modest progress, I need to stop and look
at the whole of it. For if I consider
the things I have done, the places I have seen, the work I have accomplished,
the people I have met...I am astonished.
So I look forward and cannot know what lies ahead, but
if what lies behind is any indication, when I scan the place I will stand one
day in the future...I will be surprised...
For my GOD has brought me this far, and HE will carry
me through all my tomorrows...that that won’t surprise me a bit.
9-22-2018 (269 Words)