Friday, October 25, 2013

Thorn Street


Thorn Street

 A Halloween Story

 

By John W. Vander Velden              
 

Thorn Street, on the edge of Carterton, is much like other streets.  Small and moderate houses, framed and painted, stand among a few brick residences.  In late October Jack-O-Lanterns glow on front steps as in other neighborhoods.  Yet few children include Thorn Street on their route to goodies on Beggar’s Night.  For residents of Carterton have heard the stories, and even those who put no stock in such tales do not put children at risk. 

There are no houses east of those on Thorn Street.  Behind those ordinary homes a strip of grass grows.  But beyond that narrow pasture, stands a grove of trees known as Baker’s Woods.  Eldon Baker, young and ambitious, farmed the land that included Thorn Street, but that was long ago.  Few know who owns that wood, and far fewer have roamed beneath those twisted boughs, for within lies the remnant of a grand farmstead, now enwrapped by old and gnarled pin oaks and blue beach, a place long abandoned. 

Most know the story of young Eldon Baker and his beautiful wife Lana.  Eldon worked hard to reach his dreams, and among those dreams was Lana Carter.  For many years Lana paid no heed to the affections of the big handsome man.  None know the reason she at last consented to marry, perhaps it was the house.  For Eldon built, with his own hands, the grandest house in the county, a large brick edifice, standing proudly upon a gentle hill among barns of red.  Word of that house’s splendor spread across the state. 

On the eve of Eldon and Lana’s second anniversary, the lovely Mrs. Baker vanished.  The distraught Eldon told how Lana had left him, going west with a traveling tinker, a tall young man young with dark eyes and coal black hair.  Neighbors wondered, for though many had seen the tinker, none had witnessed Lana in his company. 

Eldon Baker shut himself off from the world.  Even the hired men only caught glimpses, as the broad farmer moved past the upstairs bedroom window.  Then on a late October night, a night when the moon failed to shine, a night clouds hid the stars.  That grand house -- that house of stone and oiled wood -- burned.  Far the blaze could be seen, as the house standing on the hill, was consumed by the red-orange flames reaching into the pitch dark sky.  

The morning’s light revealed the hollowed out brick shell, crumbling walls around charred wood and deep piles of ash.  No trace of Eldon Baker was found.  Many shook their heads that day and wondered.  Some said the man set fire to the house he had built -- built with blister and callus, built for the only woman he loved -- out of grief.  Others certain that guilt overcame the big farmer, for they believed Lana’s blood, a burden unbearable.  With years passing and no word or sign from the beautiful Lana Baker, the farm lay abandoned, the buildings crumbled, slowly becoming surrounded by the trees that now make Baker’s Woods.   

But on nights of the new moon, dark nights when thick clouds block out even the brightest stars, the houses on Thorn Street lock their doors and bolt the east windows, hoping to lock out the dreadful wailing that comes from that block of trees.  The bravest watch from behind sealed glass as, from time to time, they see eyes -- glowing as white-hot coals -- watching from the woods, watching the houses on Thorn Street.

(585 Words)

 

 

 

 

 

Friday, October 18, 2013

You Can't Go Home


You Can’t Go Home…                      7-31-2013



By John W. Vander Velden

 

I watched some young Blue Birds that have been moving about our yard for a month or so, as they returned one afternoon to examine the house which must have been their earliest home.  One by one they clung to the old wood, peaking within the dark space it contained.  Though none entered the box, I wondered what they might be thinking about the small space that had once contained their whole world.  When they at last flew off, I thought that they had realized that they couldn’t go home again.

Surely there has been a time, when we too understood that we could never return to the place of our childhood memories.  Perhaps that place no longer exists.  But even if it does, our present examination shows it much different than we had remembered.  No, we can’t go home again, if home is some place that, shaped by our minds, may never have really existed in the first place.  Though it is true that the world changes -- the places -- the people -- it is more true that, “our world” has changed and continues to do so.  Home of those by-gone days is more than a building on some street in some town.  It also includes the people there.  It includes the attitudes we carried then, as well as the attitudes of others we had bumped into.  We have grown too large for the “box” that once made up our whole world.  In truth we just don’t fit!

But that may be only one definition of “home”.  Home should be more than just a local and era.  It should be a place where we know we belong.  A place that no matter how far we roam -- how much we have grown -- that will accept us upon our returning.  It should be the place where people love us -- even though they know us.  Where we find acceptance and unconditional welcome.  Yes, that is the home that calls us back time and time again.

And there is the other definition of home.  The place you find yourself and the people that fill your everyday.  That is the home you take with you.  It surrounds you and is the “every part” of your life.  You may move -- go to another city -- or country for that matter, but if even one person travels with you -- one person that cares -- then you have brought “home” along.  In that respect you cannot go home -- because you are already there.

(423 Words)





Friday, October 11, 2013

Night Reflections


Night Reflections  
By John W. Vander Velden           


The ending day, found me sitting in the dark alone.  Pushing the present aside, I remembered a happier time.  My mind saw Jenny years ago, a beauty.  I could think nothing else.  The beginning, a Sunday afternoon, a walk in the park, talk, too much talk, not enough talk, laughter, I remember the laughter.

That day, she had only dated me on a dare…silly girl.   What caused her to change?  Why did she love me?  I was no one.  She was everything!  My life changed, Jenny my universe; I had a new purpose.  Together we built our new world.  Together we made a home…together.  I became more with her at my side, more than I had ever imagined.  

Suddenly my mind filled with another time.  Angry words, painful spiteful words, spoken out of hurt and frustration, packed suitcases, a door slammed, an empty hotel room.  But love had not abandoned, misplaced perhaps, buried beneath the day to day perhaps, ignored too long but certainly not dead.  Then there were tears, many tears and a new understanding came; with it love blossomed as never before.  

Years, all the years, the good times certainly outweighed the bad.  Now I must face the years alone…

(205 Words)

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Wander Indiana...? Why Not...!!!


Wander Indiana…?  Why Not!!!



By John W. Vander Velden

Sometimes thing just don’t go as planned.  We had intended to go north for a few days this summer…well…  Our vacation got postponed so why not go the other way. 

We set up base camp in a really nice hotel in Edinburg, Indiana.  That’s just north of Columbus.  From there we drove to several points in Southern Indiana…beginning with Nashville…that is Indiana.  Jackie calls it little Nashville.  I don’t think the folks there would mind.  It’s an artsy craftsy sort of place.  Tuesday sent us to Clifty Falls State Park for some hiking…huff…huff…huff…  Trust me these old legs aren’t what they used to be.  I did make it to the creek bed…almost. The nice “young” couple down there told me that the real creek bed was just over the next ridge.  “Cool” was how they described it. “I should hike to the falls.”  They suggested.  “Should make there and back in a couple of hours…or so.”  They told me.  I informed them that I had left Jackie at the top of the trail…(her choice)…that I did not want to leave her for such an extended time…and after all, she had the keys!

Strange the climb up was more difficult than going down.  Three times I stopped to take some pictures…a good excuse to give heart and lungs time to reach me.  As I climbed I heard a car horn…our car horn.  No, Jackie wasn’t leaving she felt certain, since my absence was much longer than I had predicted that I was broken and bloody on the rocks below.  This of course was not the case…sweaty, carried by some rubbery things that had once upon a time been leg muscles, and huffing I reached her in one piece.

The remainder of the day we spent hiking the sidewalks and shops of Madison on the Ohio River.  Is it just me or why isn’t it the Indiana River, or the Kentucky River, or Pennsylvania River, for crying out loud.  Anyway it just isn’t.  But Madison is an old place…old being a relative term…old for Indiana anyway.  The state was settled from the river north.  So the towns on the Ohio are thirty or more years older than the new places like Plymouth.  But Madison is worth the drive…and that’s saying something, ‘cause it’s out of the way.

The next morning found us nearly halfway across the state at Spring Mill State Park.  I told Jackie I wanted to be there before lunch so the light would be right.  You know how picky photographers are.  Well the light was perfect…perfect being a relative term…but as close to perfect as I could have hoped.  A beautiful morning in a beautiful place.  We debated whether to hike…our legs ask for the right to vote…or to press on to the next stop. 

 
 
 
It was so tranquil there I could have easily hiked another 5 miles or so…maybe…but concerned that the light would fail us if we waited we pressed on to West Baden.  What on earth is in West Baden you ask?  Why the West Baden Springs as well as the Hotel that gathered its fame…originally…from those springs. It was the hotel that called us…or me…  We had seen it in the distance years ago.  If you have seen the edifice you would understand.  It is like no other building I have ever seen.  And then it was in ruins.  Not so today.  It is surprising what 129 million dollars can do. 

When we went to see the Grand Hotel on Mackinac Island, you paid for the privilege to walk the porch and gardens…but to go any further…“verboten”.    So we expected a similar situation here, but were pleasantly surprised to find the building open to the public.  We did pay for a tour though and the information made it well worth the price.  Scratch one place off my “bucket list”.





The following day found us at Metamora on the White Water Canal…or what once was the canal.  It was off season and most of the shops were closed.  The years have not been kind to the “tourist trap”…being murdered by the casinos we were told.  But they have a mill…a scenic railroad…in season, sorry not today folks…and a canal boat ride, which we took…two magnificent Belgians pulled the boat down and back…make it yet an interesting place.  I cannot forget the cookie jar lady who has collected more different cookie jars than any other living being…at least according to Guinness.  And of course the “Smelly Gourmet”, who has one of the most interesting shops I have ever entered.

That took us to Friday…transit day.  We left our nice hotel in Edinburg for an equally nice place on the outskirts of Lebanon.  A hotel so close to I65 they could have charged tolls.  Honestly, the access road you took to reach the place also doubled as the entrance ramp to the Interstate…don’t miss the driveway or you will find yourself Indy bound.   But on the way across the state we made some interesting stops, including Cataract Falls, Indiana’s largest.  The dry weather had reduced the flow but it did not disappoint.  From Cataract we headed to Mansfield, but on a whim detoured to Bridgeton.  It had been years since our…let’s see just how many covered bridges we can find in Park County…days.  That adventure had taken us to Bridgeton, so we wanted to see how the place had changed…dramatically. 

First off…Bridgeton is in the “middle of nowhere”…the mill keepers words.  I can vouch for that for we left town on the wrong road…not on the map…any map…well maybe the county plat map…and it took more than an hour to reach Mansfield only six miles away…though we drove nearly twenty.  On the bright side we found two delightful covered bridges.  Of course the photographer had to stop…and I let him…I mean me.

The light was still good when we reached Mansfield.  The mill there is a gem.  Though Jackie thought it looked better before they painted the place white.  I suppose weathered wood has its appeal.  The mill is a historical landmark and very authentic...paint and all.  I cannot forget to mention that Mansfield has a covered bridge…making it the fifth we had seen that day.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  

 

Now we come to day “last”.  I had picked Lebanon…not my first choice, but a good one all the same…so we would be near West Lafayette.  We intended to finish our trip by visiting our son on campus.  It was homecoming weekend and felt the need to arrive early enough to find convenient parking. Convenient you ask?  Well yes, it was also a bring vitals to campus run.  You know staples…pop…pretzels…assorted candy…and a great variety of other things Nick just couldn’t live without…and printer paper.  Over the week the cargo had grown to nearly half a carload.  Convenient was important.  Managed to park about a half block from the dorm…All is good.

I had purchased tickets for the game.  Never had bought seats at Ross Aide before so when I printed off the tickets felt alarmed to see we were in Section 105H.  Non-returnable…non-refundable…yada…yada…yada…oh my goodness!  We felt certain that the “H” meant we would be a few rows down from where they cut the notch to allow the moon to pass through the stadium… Oh contraire.  The seats were indeed in section 105.  What the “H” meant I have no idea.  So we settled into seats 114 and 115 fifteen rows up behind the Northern Illinois University Bench on say the 47and a half yard line…or there abouts.

Great seats…great weather…great game…if you were a Northern Illinois fan.  But a great day all the same.

Later we hooked up with Nick and spent a few hours before at last heading home, finishing 1148 miles and never leaving the state.  Who says there is nothing to see or do in Indiana…not I, and on that you can be certain, for we haven’t seen the half.  We had a great time…Wandering Indiana!!!  

       

Friday, October 4, 2013

Perspective


Perspective

By John W. Vander Velden  
                                   

 

Years ago my job required me to climb silos.  Though, most often I needed to climb inside for maintenance, there were several occasions I had to climb the outside ladder.  Things change and those climbs are no longer required.  Yet from time to time, I climb up standing seventy feet above the land…not for the job but for the view. 

The world looks quite different from high up the side of a silo…bigger somehow.  It is a matter of perspective.  What we see depends upon where we stand.  I believe this is broader than just the appearance of the things around us.  How we view our world and those that make it depend upon the place we stand…and what we believe.   

In the hectic-ness of life too seldom do we consider on what platform we stand…the things we hold most true.  Too often we are told what to believe and simply go along not considering the value of different opinions, afraid to look with open eyes, in order to see things in new ways. 

Certainly new views are not always the best…but if we close our minds to all new thought how can we remain certain of the things we hold true!  For the truth will always remain true…and need not fear questions.  And truth will not be diminished when measured by other concepts.  We must begin by the careful study of ourselves…honestly examining the things that shape the way we see our world.  Taking ourselves higher, to see things from another angle…and from that higher place, see our brothers and sisters more clearly… as we see the world from a new perspective. 
(282 Words)