Friday, October 28, 2016

Crawford's Creek


Crawford’s Creek          


By John W. Vander Velden


Throughout my life there have been stories about the woods along Witkins Road at Crawford’s Creek.  I place no stock in such tales…yet they persist.  The common thread ties in the unfortunate death of one Arnold Witkins more than a hundred years ago.  No one remembers the exact details, other than his bloodied body was found beside the bridge at the edge of the stream.  Some say that he simply fell off the bridge on a foggy October night, having partaken too much hard cider.  Others say he jumped.  Dying so would seem unlikely considering a height of only eight feet separate the bridge rail from the place he was found.  But the most common notion, among the locals, is that he was attacked, slain, and cast over the side.  

Even today that stretch of road is little traveled.  It goes and comes from nowhere anyone would want to be.  But the tale that Mr. Lyle Kindig told has given the stories new life.  It seems that one night Mr. Kindig got turned around, sidetracked, or though he would never admit to it, lost.  He had lived his 54 years in the county but had never traveled Witkins Road…before.  Going aimlessly about the dirt byways of the county for most of an hour his Ford pickup stalled on a narrow road just as he reached a bridge within a particularly dark wood.  Now he tells of how his headlights flickered and went out and of course turning the key didn’t even give a click, let alone engage the starter.  He sat there in that dark pickup rummaging for the flashlight he felt certain was buried among the tools and trash on the passenger side floor.  Seems nobody rode with Mr. Lyle Kindig.  When he found the flashlight he cursed, for it didn’t work either.
The man wondered what he should do but finally opened his door with a creak that seemed to echo in the silence around him and stepped out onto the dark bridge.  He tells how dark it was.  How the branches of trees on each side of the road had grasped each other overhead.  That their tangled and woody fingers intertwined so tightly to block out the sky.  “It was dark as a cave, on that bridge. And I oughta’ know, been in some…” is how he began to tell me the story.  I had bumped into Lyle at the corner café on a Saturday morning.  I’m not certain what set my old neighbor to talking. 

“When I stepped out of Lulu, my old Ford, had no idea what I wuz gonna do.  It wuz too quiet.  I mean weren’t not a sound commin’ outa the woods or down the road.  I could hear my heart thumpin’, that’ll tell ya just how quiet it wuz.  A fog had come up out of the creek.  Not that I could see it in the dark you understand, but I felt the wet air on my face and when I breathed it in it wuz thick like.”  The man paused looking into his coffee, and I waited.  He drew a breath and went on.  “I didn’t know what ta do.  The truck was dead that wuz for certain, but I didn’t know where the heck I wuz or which way ta go fur help.” Lyle swallowed shook his head slightly, drew another breath and let it slide out between his teeth.  “Just when I figured ta go back the way I come, I heared them.”

“Heard them?” I asked. 

He nodded firmly. “Voices…arguing voices.  The words just bounced around, couldn’t tell which way they wuz a commin’.  But they weren’t fur, no sir, not fur at all.  

“Your going stop seeing Betsy, you hear me!” Them the first words I made out clear. 

Another voice answered, “That’s for your sister to decide.” 

Then there came a third voice, deeper than the other two.  “She’s who sent us.” 

“I don’t believe you.”  The second voice said.  He sounded real close. 

The deep voice answered him. “Oh, you better believe us Arnold.”  

They seemed to be getting’ closer all the time. 

“Bess needs to tell me herself.” The second voice sounded riled up. 

“She’s afraid of you, Arnold, so we told her we would see you understood that you aren’t to come around no more.” That was the first voice.  He sounded as if he was standing less than an arm’s length away. 

“You’d best listen,” the deep voice said then, “‘cause if we see you bothering her again, well you won’t be leaving.” 

The second voice answered then. “You boys don’t scare me none.” 

That’s when the one guy started cursin’ and yelling.  I wus still standing just outside my truck holdin’ the edge of the open door.  It wus so dark and I couldn’t see a thing, but he had to be standing right next ta me, screaming.  “I’ll show you, you worthless piece of scum.” 

“Something hit the truck, thrown into it I ‘spect.  I felt ole Lule shake.  Sounded like things got fierce.  Things changed then and I couldn’t see a thing, but all around were the sounds of a fight.  There wuz a gruntin’ and a grabbin’, pushing and such. The door got tore from my hand and slammed shut.  I felt like I wus in the middle of things.  The sound of fists hitin’ their mark and feet scuffing the dirt.  I needed to get out from among those boys, so I grabbed the door handle but pickup’s door wouldn’t budge.  I yanked and pulled and then I felt someone thump against me, nearly knocked me off my feet.” 

The old man looked directly into my eyes as his coffee cup trembled in his hands. “Mister there ain’t much I’m a feared of, but I’ll confess that night….”  He set his cup down upon the counter. “When I found Lule's door handle again I wus able to pry the door open.  When I scrambled inside the door got slammed again nearly catching my leg.  The key wus still in the ignition, and I didn’t even remember how the thing wouldn’t start…cause it did.  Crammed the old Ford into reverse and sceedaddled.  Lucky I didn’t slam ole Lulu inta a tree or something. 

Now Lyle was known to be a storyteller so I asked the man.  “Lyle, you telling me a tale?” 

He shook his head firmly.  “If’n I wus I would have told ya I saw fiery eyes or bony fingers or such as that, but I didn’t see a thing…nuthin’.  What I’m a tellin’ ya is what happened…gospel truth.  And before ya start thinkin’ I had a bit too much drink.  I ain’t touched the stuff in sixteen years.  You can ask anybody.” 

I looked at Lyle and wondered.  Just the telling of the story seemed to have left him shaken.  The coffee had gone cold in his cup and he pushed it away, drew a breath, left a tip, and got up.   

“Believe me or don’t, makes no difference ta me.” He said as he looked into my eyes one last time.  “But you can bet I ain’t going ta drive that road again…never.  Not even by accident.  I learn’d my lesson about them woods at Crawford’s Creek.  And if’n ya got any brains in that scull of your’n you’d give that place a wide berth too.”  He shook his head and left Marcy’s Café.  Even with the dinging of the bell and the closing of the door the room seemed to hold its breath.  No one knew what to say about Lyle's adventure at Crawford’s Creek. 

Well, that was almost six years ago, and like I said, I don’t put much faith in urban, or in this case rural legends.  But last week Lyle Kindig’s old Ford pickup was found abandoned in the woods on a little traveled dirt road.  On Witkins Road to be exact, right on the center of the bridge that crosses Crawford’s Creek.  No one has seen hide nor hair of the man since and so the stories are a flying once again.  Maybe ole Lyle is pulling one over on us.  But if you were in Marcy’s that Saturday when he told the story…well… 

Though I roam around the countryside time to time.  I have no interest in finding that particular piece of dirt road.  Maybe it’s because I’ve a few brains in this scull of mine…maybe…. But it seems that Lyle couldn’t keep the vow he made to me that day, for one way or the other that truck found its way back to the bridge at Crawford’s Creek.


(1445 Words)                          9-15-2016—10-25-2016

Friday, October 21, 2016

Reminiscing


Reminiscing
               
By John W. Vander Velden
 

Why does this time of the year lead me to reminiscing?  Perhaps it is because autumn is the last full season of the year.  For ten days or so into winter’s realm, the year gives away to another.  But with the change of leaves I am reminded of the summer’s end in my wake and face the harshness of winter.  So I wonder about where I find myself.  I think about what was, dwell a moment of where I am, and wonder what will be.  So should I be surprised to find myself wrapped up in remembering.  Those thoughts tend to take me back further than mere months.  I find myself transported to days of my youth.  A time before I found myself bound by today’s restraints…or so I may think.  But is that an accurate belief.  For each season of my life had those things that bound me to the realities of the moment.
All the same, I do not see the harm in looking back. Events of my past have built the person I have become.  So I see that by looking backward, at times, helps me understand the person I am.  I find it difficult to be completely unbiased, any time I remember things.  It seems that the memories that stand out at any given day are shaped by the mood I find myself.  When I am cheerful, memories of happy moments, of puppies and baby chicks, of picnics and days spent on the beach, and so much more come to mind.  Those days when my mood darkens, well, the past seems less pleasant, failed examinations or endless sleepless nights, or painful injuries and illness.  My past like everyone’s is made up of both happy and unhappy times.  Too easy to dwell on one or the other, but it is the whole that matters isn’t it.  And the whole, the good and the bad, make me…me.
Looking back might be necessary…at times, but I should not be so focused on what was, to become unable to see what is.  For though what was is important…what is, is much more important.  What was made me, but what I am will carry me forward.  The past is just that…THE PAST.  It is unchangeable and should be studied perhaps but must be left as it is…in the past.  Just as the now stands upon the days before, the future stands upon THE NOW.
So here in the middle of autumn and as I face great changes in the coming months, I think about years gone by.  But though my mind considers long ago, I look with anticipation toward the future…and more specifically my future, and those that will share this next adventure with me.  As I consider the stumbles in my wake I know that missteps lie before me.  But those past fails did not stop my forward journey, and I am certain that future fails will not end my progress.  Yes, there is a time for reminiscing as long as it doesn’t keep me from living.  It hasn’t yet, and I don’t expect it will now. 

(523 Words)  10-20-2016

 

 

 

Friday, October 14, 2016

I See the Moon...and the Moon...


I See the Moon…and the Moon…

 

By John W. Vander Velden

 

 

Most nights before I turn in, I stroll in my back yard for a few minutes.  On overcast nights I look up at the clouds that darken the night.  Filling my yard with foreboding shadows.  Sometimes on stormy nights I see lightning streak across the dark sky, or if the weather has moved away, flashes explode silently beyond the horizon, igniting the thunderheads in the distance.  This week, once again, I heard the call of coyotes near and far.  Many nights this summer I have heard katydids and tree frogs serenade the night.   

Those walks are only brief moments, a time I get a bit of air, while Cloey, our little dog, does the same and more.  But on clear nights I seek out the shadows, the places where the beam of our outside light does not reach.  There I allow my eyes to study the heavens, the stars and the moon.  We have had several clear nights this month, and I have watched the moon day to day.  I understand the moon’s phases, the whys and hows.  I understand the sequence of waxing and waning, of the moon’s apparent growth and shrinking.  At October’s beginning I witnessed the thinnest crescent…just a silver sliver dangling above the neighbor’s fencerow.  Each night I make a point of looking toward the growing moon a little higher in the western sky.  It has passed its mid point now for it sets about an hour later each night.  

I think about the moon.  About the ageless travels it has made around our globe.  I think about the uncountable generations that have pointed with awe at the great light of the night sky.  The moon seems ever changing…but the important word here is seems.  I am sure that the moon like everything else does change, but those variations are so slow, eons would pass before any of us might notice.  But the moon waxes and wanes.  Times it hides from us, but it does not really go away.  The moon continues on its journey around the earth.  It travels at the pace it has since before history and will do so long after I am a memory faded by time. 

I take comfort in the moon.  It reminds me that there are things bigger than I am.  It reminds me that my problems may come and go…but the moon.  You see the moon reminds me of GOD.  Not that the moon is GOD, for it certainly is not!  But the moon is a symbol of GOD’s power and majesty.  GOD set the moon in motion, a beacon in the night sky, which always seems to be changing but is not.  It’s we that have changed.  Just as we see the moon through different phases, we view everything from a changing perspective.  We shade our reality by what we believe is true at any given moment. 

When I consider the moon, I think about the things that seem to be happening in my life.  And know that things do change.  But hidden within those changes are the constants.  The rock solid things that really matter…love…good…and GOD.  That no matter how things change those things never will.  But the moon also teaches me to be open to change.  To see within those changes the solid foundation I know is there. 

I trust, when I wander the yard tonight the moon will be about fifteen degrees east of its position last night, whether I see it or not.  Clouds might hide its face from me, but that does not mean it is not in the night sky.  And so it is with my life.  I trust that even in life’s changes GOD has a plan for me…today…and if he wills it, tomorrow. My job is to figure out what I should do to complete that plan.  And when I figure that out, to do it.  That when the moon sets in the wee hours and a new day arrives I tackle the changing tasks set before me.  To do what I can to make the world, we share, a little better.  And through my actions reveal GOD’s love by caring about people.  It seems simple enough, but it isn’t.  But the moon is growing and even when its phases lead toward its hiding, I should be growing.  I should be taking the changes each day brings as another lesson about the constants that do not change.  

So I see the moon and in it the constant of GOD’s power…and the moon sees me dealing with all the changes of my existence.  Tomorrow comes and I will be ready….

 

(770 Words)  10-13-2016



Friday, October 7, 2016

Child of the Mind


Child of the Mind            

 

By John W. Vander Velden

 

 

Now that I have finished the novel, I looked back and see that I started Misty Creek in September 2010. Simply stating that six years have passed since I began.  That is not saying I have devoted all my life to that book, I have a “real” job, if any job is real, and I have spread my writing time on many projects.  Yet all the same, Misty Creek has required a great deal of time, energy, and yes, money to reach this point. 

I face the next step…getting it out there.  The path that leads before me seems daunting.  A complex business of proposals and research.  Some might be content in the completion of the work…I am not.  You see Misty Creek and other works are “Children of the mind”…my children.  For me to just go “ho-hum” it’s done, that’s all there is to it folks, would be like leaving my child on its own.  I would not leave a child on the side of a busy thoroughfare hoping that, by chance, someone will kindly stop and take it to safety, feed it, cloth and nurture it, and see it reaches the potential God has for it.  No, that won’t do.  It is up to me to do the heavy lifting.  To carry it…physically if I have to…to promote it, to find an outlet for the story. 

Misty Creek is my child.  It is my story…sorta’.  Those of us that write understand that stories grow out of somewhere deep inside us…especially fiction.  Built up from personal experiences and people we know, yet shaded and shaped by those of us that put words to page.  But I contend that Misty Creek comes from a deep place within me that houses so many tales, but fueled by gifts granted me by the Almighty.  Believe it or not…your choice.  It follows that if I feel that I have been given the talent, feeble as it might be, to build stories like Misty Creek, I must use whatever other talents God has given me to see this through.  

So I begin the next step, and as so many next steps, everything in this one is new to me. So I begin by polishing my “pitch” and building a possible agent list.  Then the research begins as I sift through organizations and individuals to see which might be a “good” fit.  Rejection will not be if or when, but how many.  I read that Nicholas Sparks was passed over twenty-three times before he found a home for Notebook and I am no Nick Sparks.  I expect fifty…maybe more.  I think it is in the anticipation of stumbles that will make them less painful when I am cast to the wayside.  We’ll see.  But I will see this through…one way or the other.  Misty Creek will be published, one way or the other.  That is the goal, and having a goal will be needed these next several months.  

But I must find time between all these details to keep writing.  There are stories I feel need to be told.  I will begin revising Elizabeth’s Journey, the sequel to Misty Creek and make notes to begin Matthew Remembers the third book in the series.  Perhaps I will take a little time off to finish the first draft of My Name is Same Benton, That story calls me as well. 

Needless to say I have plenty of writing work to do, not counting this Blog and a short story now and then.  But how can I abandon…My child of the mind.

 

(604 Words) 9-22-2016