Saturday, December 29, 2018

A Look Backward


A look Backward     

By John W. Vander Velden

As the year comes to its conclusion, it is perfectly normal to look backward at the year or years behind us. Personally, I take too much time looking in the rearview mirror for my own good, dwelling upon stumbles I’ve made. It’s OK to look back, but I should not dwell there, and overall I don’t.



But as I look forward to the new year ahead, I hope I have learned something from 2018. For the year contained many firsts. Imagine that, this old dog had new experiences. I, like most, faced a few frightening things during the year, and have overcome a couple of threats to my person. To clarify, these dangers came from life in general not from an angry individual. But I have had many wonderful experiences that outweigh the negative many times over.
The thrill of holding the first copy of my book cannot be measured with a ruler. The wonderful people I have met while I promoted Misty Creek will long be remembered. Watching my son graduate from Purdue University will always be a pinnacle of my life, though moving him out of state carries its own melancholy. Life goes on and to the fortunate it brings new things, but it is up to us to reach out and grab the golden ring isn’t it.
We did a bit of traveling in 2018 and saw new places in a way we haven’t before. Life is meant to be lived and there are many ways to live it. Watching our children’s wings grow stronger, even if that means they fly further away. Trying something new like writing a book. Traveling to new places. Facing new challenges and difficulties. All these things are part of the life we have been given. All these things...the good and the bad as well are gifts and should be appreciated.
So a new year stands before me and I have no idea what it will bring. But that’s the magic of it. To be wide open to the 365 days of possibilities. Yes, there will be setbacks. Yes, there will be things I would rather not face, but must. Yes, there will be heartbreak. But there will also be those amazing moments, fantastic sunrises and sets, the huge full moon when it breaks the horizon, there will be friends and laughter, and there will always be love. And that is  the greatest thing of all.
For each day I know I am surrounded by love. Love from people I know, friends and family. Love from my faraway son. Love from my beloved, Jackie, who makes my life livable, and love from God that makes my life possible.
So take a look backward...but don’t dwell in the past. Look forward...but don’t get lost in what might be...it is the now that matters and the love that surrounds.

12/25/2018 (479 Words)

Monday, December 24, 2018

2018 Christmas Letter





 Can it be? Can it be December once again? But the calendar tells me that Christmas is near, and so I find myself at a familiar place attempting to put together a few words about our year.

Where to begin? 2018 has been a whirlwind in so many ways that I couldn’t go into everything in less than fifteen pages. So allow me to pick and choose a bit to give you the gist of this year’s adventures. Hmmm...OK...well I’ll try to stay in chronological order...mostly.
They are real and spend time on the roof of
Al Johnson's Restaurant, Sister Bay, WI

Door County Sunset
Lake of the Clouds, Porcupine National Park, MI 
January saw the release of my novel, Misty Creek. The years of work came at last together at last. I cannot completely describe my feelings when I first saw a copy of my words in print. January was also the month I began work on revising the sequel, a task that is not yet complete.

 
 
 
We’ll push past winter snows and such and jump to May. That was the month that Nick graduated from Purdue University. Our son graduated on Mother’s Day no less. What a crazy weekend that was for all of us. We spent days wandering around campus taking pictures and meeting up with family to show them around too. Seeing the thousands of young men and women in their caps and gowns gave me optimism in the future. 
May was also the month we moved Nick OUT-OF-STATE...hmmmph. What a day that was, renting a truck, unloading his apartment, rumbling down the interstate between all the construction barrels, and trying to get things unloaded before the thunderstorm hit. I did say trying...not succeeding. Carrying “stuff” and furniture up three floors reminded these bones just how old they are. Too old!
But Nick is settled into a nice apartment on the outskirts of Elizabethtown, Kentucky, just ten minutes from his work.  He’s a design engineer for Altec a manufacturer of bucket trucks. The kind of trucks used by utilities and tree trimmers. They keep him hopping but he is settling into the area.
Things at work prevented Jackie from taking vacation days until July, so our usual spring escape was pushed back. So we headed out just after Independence Day on our first outing.  We went north. What can I say it was summer. We checked out some new territory along Lake Michigan’s western shoreline. Door County Wisconsin came highly recommended, and just between you and me they weren’t foolin’. Spent three days near the tip of the peninsula just “checkin’ things out” and knew when we left that we were coming back.
Lake Superior
Eagle Harbor Lighthoue, MI

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
From Door County we went north to the Upper Peninsula of Michigan. I had longed to return to Keweenaw Peninsula. My last visit a whirlwind pass on a motorcycle in 1982, so I was glad to have the opportunity to go back.  We love the UP, the shoreline, the waterfalls, the lighthouses, and the hiking trails. Went to the Porcupine Mountains National Park to see Lake of the Clouds on an overcast day. It was beautiful all the same. On another day we went north to see the lighthouses at Copper Harbor and Eagle Harbor. We took time to hike along the Lake Superior Shoreline to reach Montreal Falls. Went into a copper mine. It’s cold down there...42...and dark too!

Greenfield Village
With vacation stacked up August found us going to Eastern Michigan. Had never gone to Greenfield Village before and was impressed to say the least. A second day at the Ford Innovation Museum filled our time in the Detroit area then north to the Lake Huron shore and finally to Frankenmuth. Enjoyed good weather while we spent time in a part of Michigan we had not visited before.

High upon a lighthouse
 
 
If two trips almost back to back were not enough we went south in September. Oh, we had the most noble of motives, to visit Nick on his Birthday. So we headed down to Elizabethtown, Kentucky for a four day stay. Nick had to work so we visited with him in the evening which left the days for exploring. An    interesting area to say the least. Spent most of a day in Mammoth Cave National Park. The cave itself is amazing, but we also enjoyed the hiking trail. The next day we visited Abraham Lincoln’s birthplace. The monument there is older than the Lincoln Memorial in DC and is impressive, standing atop the hill. Our next stop was the site of the farm Lincoln spent his early childhood years.

We spent the remainder of our time visiting an antique car museum, the Kentucky Railway Museum, Elizabethtown Veteran’s Memorial Park, and the remnants of a Civil War era fort overlooking the Ohio River. We just wanted to touch base and check things out because we are sure to be back there again soon.
Mammoth Cave, KY



 
That pretty well covers the most noteworthy parts of the year. When it comes to work and such, nothing much has changed. Jackie works for Martin’s Super Market’s Pharmacy, and I sit at the keyboard trying to turn keystrokes into another book.

Lincolns' Birthplace , KY
 
 
So as we come to this important time of the year, as we reach out to you, family and friends, we hope you know that you are often in our thoughts. That Christmas carries a meaning deeper than Black Friday discounts and Ho, Ho, Ho.  For Christmas is a reminder of how love came...God’s gift given in the form of a baby. Jesus born for you and me...

Merry Christmas from the Vander Veldens here in the greater Tyner Teegarden area of Northern Indiana.
 
 

Friday, December 21, 2018

We Stand Upon The Threshold


We Stand Upon the Threshold           

By John W. Vander Velden


Our satellite TV provider teased us by offering the Hallmark Channels for a few weeks.  In October for a time we had two, then one, and later the third I’d never heard of. It was during Hallmark’s “holiday push” season and we saw many, and I do mean many, Christmas movies.

We enjoyed the presentations we watched but I would say that of these holiday specials only a few were truly “Christmas Movies”.

You see most focused on the “magic’ of Christmas, how things became different around a calendar date, or how a romantic event hinged on a specific number. It is as if December 25 is, of itself, some sort of mystical power to change people’s lives...though temporarily...into something amazing.

Pleasant little stories.

But we stand on the threshold! And those of us that KNOW that Christmas is much more than a date understand that.  Yes, we too get swept away by all the “stuff” that we think we need to accomplish...before, but we have not forgotten the reason. Hopefully while we hustle about writing cards and letters, while we shop for and wrap gifts, while we set up decorations and play holiday music, our minds remain focused upon “the reason for the season”.

It isn’t the date that matters. The twenty-fifth of December is not some magic number. We set that day aside to celebrate a flashpoint in history. The event that changed how we view the universe. The method we used to count history is based on a singular event...the birth of Jesus.

Gifts, cards, music, decorations, movies, are all just fluff.  For God, the master and creator of everything that was, everything that is, and everything that will be, so loved the world that he sent his Son, a baby born of peasants, born in the humblest of circumstances, born to a dark lost world.  Yes, God loved the world...the seas and mountains, the grasslands and lakes, the valleys and rivers...He loves it all. But God’s love...the love that powered the greatest gift...His Son...was his love for you...his love for me.

That is the thought that brings me to tears time and time again. The effort God took to reach out in love to me. That He sent his son to live as a human, so I am unable say, “God, You do not understand what I face,” because Jesus faced it too! Jesus was poor. When Joseph and Mary fled to Egypt to escape the madman King Herod, Jesus became a refugee. Jesus had been hungry. Jesus faced loss, and pain, and disappointment. There were time when Jesus became angry. He was human in every respect. You see God understands, and the birth of Christ proves that He cares.

Christmas is the beginning of Easter. You might think that is a strange statement.  But the birth of Jesus Christ began the series of events that led at last to the cross and resurrection. Jesus...Emanuel...God with us...lived to teach us about God with firsthand knowledge. Showing us the truths about His Father...our Father...we could never have learned any other way. That is what brings me to tears...the truth exposed of just how much God loves me...that Jesus saves me...that the Holy Spirit will never abandon me. That no matter how dark the nights of my life might seem I know I am never alone, that the journey I walk will at last lead me home.

We stand upon the threshold...and Christmas is the opening of the door!

12-21-2018 (609 Words)

Friday, December 7, 2018

A Part of the Mechanism


A Part of the Mechanism              

By John W. Vander Velden

 

I have always been fascinated by how things work. The way individual pieces move in coordination with one another. It came in handy all the years I farmed. An example: I operated a machine called an “automatic bale wagon”. A machine that picked bales off the ground and arranged and stacked 103 on its bed and then placed that stack in the barn—for the most part by itself. At first glance it appeared a very complex device of hydraulics, chains, and many trip mechanisms. But it became important that I understood the purpose for each part of the mechanism.
For when it worked it worked wonderfully, but when it didn’t it was up to me to figure out which particular piece needed repair or adjustment. I handled more than a hundred thousand of bales with that red machine and learned a great deal along the way.
Recent events have led me to thinkin’. A dangerous use of time perhaps. But I have wondered about my place in things. My part in the mechanism of the world I share with you. I wonder if I, like those hoses and levers of my bale wagon, am humming along doing what I should as I should, or if I am that suborn valve that would fail at the most inopportune moment. Am I in need of an adjustment—today.
I know I am not the one that determines such things, for I am not the one operating the mechanism—just a piece of the machine that is bouncing along the universe. God is in charge of this machine that you and I share. But when I think of all the things I have over the years repaired, the gears and bearing, belts and motors, plumbing and electrical, I imagine myself among them in a grander wider mechanism. When I think about the things I do, and the things I avoid doing, I wonder if I am a useful part of the machine or just taking up space.
Something happened yesterday that brought these thoughts to the front of my mind. An action I took that I may not have been prepared to deal with, but I injected myself into the situation because I could not just walk passed and ignore it. Some might have seen my action as intrusive. Others as noble. But I see it as neither, I did what I did because it was who I am.
In the end I may not have been any help at all, but I tried and sometimes trying is enough.
You see I’m just part of the mechanism.

(435 Words) 12/7/2018

 

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Melancholy


Melancholy

By John W. Vander Velden

 

Why do we feel that we are supposed to be happy all the time…like it’s our right or something?  But we have been lied to, snookered, fooled.  Let’s not go into the imaginable possibility that anyone can be giddy 24-7-52-FOREVER.  Rather as we look at our own lives when difficulties, and disappointments come our way, and joy seems to take a back seat, we feel cheated.  Don’t we deserve to be happy…all the time…surely it is in the constitution?  You know one of the amendments…
But how do we measure…happy or happiness?  What ruler can we use, or maybe it takes a measuring glass of some sort.  Isn’t happiness a state of mind…something intangible yet real?  Doesn’t joy need contrast to give it value? 
Perhaps that is why it is said that artist tend to be melancholy.  Maybe because they feel a bit more than others…see things differently than the masses.  Now I don’t recommend depression, it is something I face, and those that deal with that darkness understand just how dark it can be.  But just as light needs darkness to give it value, joy needs moments of un-joy.  For life…the real deal…is filled with a mix of good times and, well, bad.  The world is not a perfect place, and we are not perfect people, and living our imperfect lives in this imperfect place cannot give us perfect bliss.
The desire to be happy all the time is unrealistic…but more, it is just plain unhealthy.  It is great to carry a positive attitude.  Wonderful to be cheerful.  Grand to go about smiling.  But even the highways we drive on vacation have potholes.  We need to deal with the bumps, but the bumps do not make journey impossible.  They just help us enjoy the better portions of the road all the more.  To accept that there are times when we are sad…and that’s alright…it is an important step….providing we do not allow sadness to swallow us. 
So many things in our lives are a matter of balance.  Understanding the weight on either side of the scale helps keep things level.  So recognizing we will not be happy…all the time…recognizing that days come when sadness exists…and seeing the balance.  Sometimes the scale appears to lean one direction or the other, but with the right attitude in the end things will even out.  We need to be patient.
In this matter, I try to live by a simple rule…laugh often…smile whenever I can…and cry when I need to.  Sounds easy enough…but not everything is as simple as it sounds…but the balance is worth the effort.  For I accept the melancholy moments, they make the joy filled days shine!

(464 Words) 11/10/2018

 

 

Saturday, October 27, 2018

Among the Trees


Among The Trees 
By John W. Vander Velden 

I’ve lived my whole life on this farm.  My grandpa bought it in the twenties, it’s as much a part of the family as my Great Aunt Joan.  After my father took over the place, the first bit of land he added was an eighty-acre parcel that banked against the Salley River to the north.  He bought other pieces during his care of this place, as have I.  The farm is near a thousand acres now a days, but I can remember stories told me my whole life about that north piece, the land along the river.
I was just a boy when I first heard about the house among the trees.  The thing was dad bought that land for the thirty acres of loam it contained.  He gave little thought to the wood that covered more than half, an out of the way place few went.  As a boy I wandered out to those trees, a good long hard walk from our house, and I thought about what Mr. Gaines told me years before.
The trees there are tall and old like none I’d seen anywhere else.  I’ve been told that wood contains some of the last old forest hardwood in the state.  I wouldn’t know.  But years ago when I pushed through the brambles to get within the shade of that forest I saw no house, big or small.  But near the center, even though it was within the deep shade of the tall canopy above, was a thicket.  A large patch of hawthorn that made an impenetrable mass.
Now my grandsons have walked beneath those trees upon soil my feet have rarely trod for nearly fifty years. Even so they go there seldom.  It is not the distance, almost a mile across farmland, that keeps them away.  It s not that they avoid the outdoors, for both have a deep love of nature.  I heard a hint of why they wandered others places at dinner just last month.  Mike said, “there’s something creepy among those trees, grandpa.”  He shook his head, “it makes my skin crawl.” His younger brother Lee nodded.
I’d like to have said there was nothing to fear in them woods, but fact is I’d had those same feelings myself, each time I go among those trees.
It’s my son Robert’s farm now, but I help when I can.  The weather’s been cold this October and harvest begun early.  The other day while I helped him run corn in that back field, while the sky was the deepest blue and no cloud in sight, a small wisp of smoke rose out from among those trees.  If a body would have closed their eyes and breathed three times slowly before reopening them, they would have missed it entirely.  But I saw it and made my way into that wood that stands along the banks of the Salley River. It took a bit but I came to that Hawthorn brush and I knew.  I don’t know how I knew the smoke had come from inside that thorn blocked way, but I did.
I stood afront that bunch of brambles.  Not a leaf remained, only trunk, branch, thorn, and the red berries the birds love.  The Hawthorns heavy wit em.  That’s when I notice how quiet it was, just the breeze through the trees high above. Not a bird to be seen or heard.  Weren’t no squirrels about either.
As I stared at those thorny berry covered branches and a wonderin’ where the birds and squirrels might be I saw it.  There was an old house within that brambled mess.  I shook my head, couldn’t believe what I was a seein’ but sure enough a wood frame house had been completely surrounded by the trees.
I come back with some loppers and a chain saw the next day and me and Mike we cut us a hole through them branches and found the front door. How long them trees had swallowed up the place I could not guess, but it was strange that none of those Hawthorns or any other plants for that matter grew in a way that actually touched the house.  They grew complete around and above it but not a twig brushed against the siding or roof.
Mike told me we ought to forget that we found the house and just pick up our stuff and go.  But I said, “Now just wait a minute Mike, all we got here is some old house.”  Though I must admit that things seemed more than a bit odd.
“If you don’t mind,” Mike said then, “I’ll just wait out there.” He pointed to the space beyond. I nodded and carefully went up the steps surprised the wood held me.  I carefully placed one foot afront the other and crossed the porch to the door.
Once the house had been painted, white it seemed though so little remained of the yellowed covering, it was hard ta tell. The windows that faced the porch were full paned, not a single glass of the six light on each was broken. I took hold of the doorknob drew a breath and gave it a gentle turn. Surprised the door opened smoothly without a single creak.  But that weren’t nothing to the shock I found when I stepped inside.  Expecting a dark place full of dust and dirt and broken down stuff all over I found nothing of the kind.  It was all clean, and everything was just like a body lived there.  Not a spider’s web or dust bunny to be found.  It caused me to stop a minute and draw a breath, while my eyes became adjusted to the dimness.
There were rugs on the floor, a coupe of overstuffed chairs in the parlor as well as a sofa. Tables and oil lamps stood in their places, a magazine dated October 15, 1897 lay on the top of a table next to one of the chairs. And everything was, like I said, clean as if expectin’ company.
I looked back glad ta see the door yet stood wide open and wonderin’ if I was dreaming.  I didn’t climb the stairs, but made my way to the kitchen. Dishes were washed and put away, still sparkling clean in the cupboard.  The sink was empty, and the hand pump was primed and workin’. But the oddest thing of all was the cook stove…still warm.
I’d seen enough and glad Mike hadn’t followed.  His eyes said it all, as I come out just as fast as these old legs would carry me. “We’d best be going I told him as I picked up the chain saw, and pointed for him to grab the ax and loppers.
The door shut with a loud bang as we turned to leave.  I looked over my shoulder stopped just a second certain I could see the branches growin’ right before my eyes.  I shook my head as I hurried the boy ahead of me and we rushed out to my truck parked just beyond the forest’s edge.
We’d been home in a flash, but the fool thing wouldn’t start.  I tried again and again until the battery gave up the ghost.
The walk home was long for these tired old bones, but I had no real answers for the boy’s questions as we made our way across the open country.  I couldn’t say why, but the further we got from that wood the better I felt.  It was a silly notion to be sure.
The next day my boy Robert took us back with jumper cables and chain if that were ta fail, but the truck was gone, just gone. That was when I told my son of what we had found, of the house surrounded but not touched by the thorny Hawthorns, and what I found inside.  He looked at me like I’d lost my mind.  Truth is, if someone had told me a yarn like that I’d thought the same thing. But the truck was gone and the only tracks, other than the ones we made a commin’ headed across the rows of harvested corn stalks off toward the west fence line.
We followed those treads bouncing over thousands of rows. At the edge of the farm the tracks went on across the Mitchel’s, cutting a diagonal across the still standing soybeans. We sat there a shakin’ our heads and a lookin’, wondering who took my old truck and where they were a bound.
The next day Sherriff Andrew Dodson come pullin’ in to the farm. I’d expected him to bring us new about the Ford I’d reported stole. “Glen we they found your truck,” he said his eyes focused on me hard. “It was in Gillan’s pasture.  You know the Gilllan Farm?”
“Heard of them, they dairy over west edge of the county.” I was a wondering why somebody would take my truck there.
Sherriff Dodson shook his head. “It seems the truck run out of gas tearing up the fences and the pasture too.” He tilted his head slightly, drawing down his left eyelid halfway. “But that’s not the strangest part.”
“The strangest part?” I asked. It seemed to me that takin’ a guy’s truck fifteen miles across country only to drive around some farmer’s field until it didn’t go no more was just plain weird.
“The Gillans called saying that, what was left of their herd had run off. That I should stop by and have a look see.”
I blinked. “Left of their herd?”
The Sheriff nodded firmly. “Carl, it was an awful sight, six cows scattered across the field blood and hide all over the battered front of that brown truck of yours.”
“He use my truck to run down milk cows?”
Again he nodded. “Like nothing I ever saw before.”
It nearly knocked me off my feet. I shook my head not able to believe what I was a hearin’.
“Spent the day helping Joe and Jack Gillan find the rest.” Sheriff Dodson went on. “Joe told me this morning that though the truck is hauled away and the fences are fixed, none of the cattle will go out in the pasture again.” The Sheriff pursed his lips. “He’s blaming you.”
“Blaming me?”
“I don’t see any grounds, but be warned, Joseph is might angry.” Sheriff Dodson look around the farm. “Your truck is in impound. We’ll do our best to figure out who took it.” He turned to look at me. “What do you want us to do with your ford truck when we’re done?”
“It’s old and not worth much, I’ll come down Sheriff, and look it over. Decide then.”
But my old truck and those slaughtered cows were not the end of things. For that same night someone took off with Herman Stoke’s Massey Ferguson tractor. Drove it through Albert Morrison’s shed and set fire to it in a neighbor’s corn field. It took units from three departments to keep the blaze from spreadin’. 

Later a Mr. Kline was awakened when somebody stole his Buick LeSabere right out of his garage. He said the racket of that Buick backing right through the closed overhead woke him and the misses. When he got to the window he saw it tearing across the yard and disappear in the darkness. That old Buick was pretty beat up when they found it stuck in a bean field a few farms over.
But that night had not yet ended when a couple of teenagers parked on an out-of–the-way dirt road in Handlin County got their romancin’ interrupted by a great big green John Deere Combine that come a roarin’ across the field their way. Bouncin through standing corn without its lights, twelve rows just plugged with stalks stacked most of the way up to the cab, the diesel a screamin’ as the machine came at them in road gear. I don’t s’spect anyone’ll be courtin’ on that stretch of gravel anytime soon.
If a body were to look down across the country the next day they would see a near straight line of mayhem from the trees on Salley River west south west to where they found that John Deere nosed into a ditch in west Handlin County. A path of destruction like that of a twister.  Everybody’s scratchin’ their head on what exactly happened that night.
Days later Mike and I went back to that woods at the north edge of the farm, those trees along the Salley. It was broad daylight, ‘cause nobody with good sense would go there at night. We came near that old abandoned house that had been swallowed up.  The front door stood open and anglely, tore loose from its top hinge.  It was then I decided that those Hawthorns did not mean to keep me or others out, but to hold something evil locked away.  I guess I feel guilty that I am responsible for helpin’ whatever evil had been held there among the trees.  

11/10/2018 (2182 Words)