Thursday, December 31, 2015

A Broken Teacup


A Broken Teacup                            

By John W. Vander Velden


If you searched the cupboard of a woman I once knew, you would find at least one broken teacup, standing unused in the far reaches behind all the unblemished.  Once I drew out a bit of china examined how it had been carefully reassembled, the yellowed glue the only sign of its repair.  “This cup is beautiful, why don’t you use it?”

“It’s broken,” the only response.  And I wondered why she had gone to the labor of putting it together, piece by piece.

In life every person faces blows, physical, emotional, spiritual.  On occasions most of us find ourselves unable to withstand the force of the impact we must face.  Things bend us, things at last, break us.  For, though few would acknowledge, we are as delicate as bone china.

I am a broken teacup, shattered by trials and pains of life.  My pieces have been scattered, laid out, but never lost.  Mended over time, none can see the fractures, few know they exist.

But I do not find myself upon the shelf, not yet anyway.  For my God places me among others, which seem pristine, upon the table.  Through my tears I say. “I am broken and ugly.”

And God responds, “I have gathered all your pieces, the small as well as the large.  I have bound them together and have made you whole again.  Broken time and time again but mended by My hand.  There is yet much you can do.”

Through my breaking and repairs and in my truthful examination of each chip and crack, my compassion for others grows.  I have been mended…and yes, there is much I can do, for my task remains incomplete.  So I say, “Fill me Lord.”

You see…I am a broken teacup…perhaps you are as well.

(299 Words)                12-24-2015  

    

Thursday, December 24, 2015

Christmas is More Than a Day


Christmas is More Than a Day

By John W. Vander Velden

 

Each approach Christmas in their own way.  Our memories are among the many things that shape how we view Christmas.  Happy and sad times seem to come to the forefront this time of the year.  We tie events to the unavoidable date and doing so place December 25th in unrealistic sunshine or bury it beneath dark ominous skies.

But Christmas is more than a day…present…future…or past. 

I had the wonderful good fortune to know Richard.  He was more than my pastor, he became a dear friend.  Richard hammered that Christmas was more than a day.  Beginning on December 25th, Christmas was twelve days.  You heard the song.  But it meant more to Richard than drummers drumming, and all the symbolism that song contains.  The incredible events that sparked Christmas cannot be confined to twenty-four hours.  Celebrating God’s gift, Jesus Christ’s birth, is a big deal, but that event seems to lie buried beneath a pile of all the things we are told the season means.

But Christmas is more than a day…more than gifts…more than food…more than football…it is just plain more!!!

Some might overlook that Christmas is a Christian holiday.  As Christians we are pleased to share it.  But we cannot share what we do not possess.  We need to grab hold of Christmas…to feel it in our hands…to roll it over and look more closely…to understand what Christmas is.  How can we minimize that God so loved the world…us…that he sent Jesus to go through all the things you and I must face, to be born in the humblest surroundings.  Christmas…God poured His love into the world.  Shouldn’t that change us?  Shouldn’t we stand breathless at the thought…of God, Master of the Universe, reaching down to touch us?

But Christmas is more than a day…more than 12 days…more than a month…it is forever!!!

December 25th is arbitrary, for the number on the calendar is irrelevant, no one knows precisely the day of Jesus’s birth.  But the world changed that day.  No, it is not perfect, but in a world filled with imperfect people, without Christ, it would be far less perfect.  For in the darkness there came a light…Christ!  There is plenty of darkness, sometimes we feel surrounded, but darkness cannot make the light less light, but even the smallest of candles makes the darkness less dark.

But Christmas is more than a day…it is a state of mind…

How can we, that believe, not be changed?  How can those that know the story not allow it to shape their lives?  Too easy we just move on, Christmas is in December and next month…well, it’s next month.  If December 25th is the day between the 24th and the 26th, then no matter how special those twenty-four hours might be, our mind quickly moves to more common thoughts.  Any effect Christmas has on us will diminish…until next year.  You’ve heard, “people are nicer around Christmas…”  Why?  What about the season fuels compassion, caring, understanding, patience?  Can’t we carry a bit of those qualities every day?  Imagine the world where every day was Christmas.  A place where people care about not just friends and family…but “others”, those on the fringe, those hurting, those hungry, those lost, those lonely, those we walk passed on the sidewalks.  Christmas…Christ…expects us to care…to really care. 

Because Christmas is more than a day…it is about love…about the ultimate love God gives you…about the love we can share…today, tomorrow, and every day. 

For Christmas is more than a day…

(603 Words)                       12-24-2015

 

Friday, December 18, 2015

Jingle?


Jingle?                                   

By John W. Vander Velden

Jingle, jingle, jingle, sounds of the season.  Some might think bells surround us.  We hear it in the music, “Jingle Bells”, and the sound of the few coins that remain in our pockets.  Santa’s sleigh has bells, or so I’m told.  Never seen it myself, but I don’t think their lying.  Bells decorate stores and homes.  It is a rare Christmas tree that doesn’t have at least one bell dangling from its branches.  December seems the month for which bell choirs practice all year.  And hopefully we hear the church bells as they ring in Christ’s birth.

Yes, the season seems filed with “bell” sounds and that’s great.  But we should not allow all the jingles to overshadow Christmas.  We should not allow the glitter and the noise to overpower the “Light”.  We should not allow all the “stuff”, we gather while shopping, to bury the child born in a manger.

Shouldn’t the jingle, jingle, jingle remind us of love, love for one another, and the love poured down from heaven.  For love is the real essence of the season.  In a world that races about, chasing the clanging of this or that, the faint pure tones calls to us.  For God so loved…!  Shouldn’t we love as well?  What are the bounds of love?  How far does love reach?  How great a price does it gladly pay?  Those are the questions we should hear in the bells.  So listen carefully to the bells, to the jingle, jingle, jingle, open your heart, let love in…let love out.  For God loved you enough to send his Son, a child born in a stable…born for you and born for me.  When ultimate love is the question…then Christmas is the absolute answer.

(291 words)                 12-16-2015




 

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Private Matters


Private Matters

By John W. Vander Velden


In our lives there are moments burned into our essence,

A brand we carry for the remainder of our lives. 

Some of those marks we share, exposed for others to see. 

Others are guarded – secret wounds – hidden – private matters…


(38 Words)

Friday, December 4, 2015

The Rearview Mirror


The Rear View Mirror           

By John W. Vander Velden

Life rushes on and sometimes it is difficult to keep up.  December seems to take life to a new level of intensity, as we race headlong into the holidays.  But even at this hectic time we know that soon the year will end, and we look back at the months in our wake.  I do not recommend extended dwelling on the past, for time spent reminiscing is time spent away from living.  It is like driving.  We need to concentrate on the road.  My driver’s Ed teacher said we were to look at the big picture, or to see everything that the view through the windshield provided.  While driving, we are surrounded by many hazards, cars moving around us in all directions, potholes in the pavement, pedestrians on crosswalks and along the roadway, and all the other things like traffic lights and detours.  The things we need to watch on our way, boggles the mind.  But the manufactures of our cars provide mirrors, now many offer cameras, to see behind us.  Driving requires us to be aware of the world on all sides, what lies ahead, the things to our left and right, and the stuff behind.  Life is like that.  Sometimes we get so consumed looking out the side windows, the present, that we fail to look toward the future, and we ignore the past all together.  Or sometimes we dwell so deeply in what could be, the future, or what was, the past, that what is, our present, vanishes before we even engage.  When we travel maps are helpful in planning our trip, but while we drive we need to be primarily focused on where we are and the place we find ourselves.  Driving is not the time to think about road trips taken before, or planning next year’s vacation. We need to be connected to the now…driving is dangerous enough…dangerous of the vehicle you drive…dangerous for anyone nearby.  But that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t use the rear view mirror.

So as this year winds down, it’s OK to look to next year’s possibilities, it’s OK to think about the past’s successes and disappointments, but remember be engaged in the now…really engaged.  You see in life, like driving, we need to concentrate on the present while we plan on the future and learn from the past, and learning from the past shows that even in life, there is a reason for the rear view mirror.

(411 Words)                12-1-2015

Friday, November 27, 2015

November's Window


 

November’s Window

By John W. Vander Velden











I stand at November’s window, the waning memories of summer’s warmth yet remain as I look toward the coming winter. The gay colors of fall’s decorations, the grand golds, oranges and reds, have faded, for the leaves have left their high perches as they sail, carried on the autumn breeze, for their moment of freedom.  Soon cold winds will send them dancing, swirling, tumbling, joining brothers and sisters that have flown the days before, as together they gather for their final rest.  The time change cannot hide the day’s shortening, the sun visits for fewer hours and often hides behind thick gray skies.  It is November.

I take a minute…just a minute…for my life rushes on.  But the time is needed to look forward, and backward, to appreciate…everything.  To consider the good things that have come, and to understand also that disappointments and pain are needed.  Growth comes with its price, and overcoming the hard times perhaps the greatest reward.  Time to take a breath and know just how fortunate I am. 

Where life leads we cannot know.  But it is the journey that matters, those we meet along the road, those we share the walk, those that help us back on our feet when we stumble, those who need our outstretched hand when facing their own difficulties.  Each shape our path…but they do not change our destination. 

So I move forward grateful for today and all the yesterdays.  Grateful for family, for friends, and even for those that will never understand me.  For each has taught me, and learning aids to prepare me for whatever lies ahead.  I will be grateful for the tomorrows, and the unknown I face, the challenges, successes and failures that will arise.  As I stand at November’s window, I understand that I have received a gift of infinite worth…my life!

(311 Words)  11-12-2015

 

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Candles in the Darkness


Candles in the Darkness

By John W. Vander Velden

 

There are those that wish to fill the world with chaos hoping to drive all others into the darkness of their creation.  How do we respond to those that use hate and fear, ignorance and cruelty, those with no respect for any other voice than their own, those that place no value on life?  They are fed by anger, driven in narrowmindedness so certain they possess the only answers and believe any that disagree must die.  They bring only darkness and pain doing whatever they can to absorb anything good.

How do we respond to evil?  Do we pick up the broad brush and blame masses for the sins of the few.  Do we use appearances, families, ethnic groups, nationalities, or other excuses to punish the innocents?  Do we allow fear, the tool of the oppressor, to blind us?  Do we allow our own desire for safety to prevent us to see the desperate plight of thousands?

To do so feeds the darkness, the place where fear resides.  No, the time has come when courage is demanded, a time to bring light.  For only light can overcome the darkness of fear, hate, injustice, and even death.  If each of us carries but a small candle, then darkness can be overcome.  But only if each of us…all of us… bring the candle of love and compassion, to open our heart to the lost and hurting, the homeless and ill, the frightened and injured.  For all those small flames combined, create the light that can overcome evil’s vile darkness.  Will you not be among the millions that light their candles in the darkness…the candles of love?

(273 Words)  11-19-2015

Thursday, November 12, 2015

In the Wind


In the Wind

By John W. Vander Velden

In the passing night hours I listened to the wind that shook our home.  My mind was filled with many memories of past storms, particularly the one that had shredded the trees in our yard last year.  The wind reminded me of nature’s power, a power often unnoticed until…  But all around us the grand force of nature exists.  I love the energy of the sea, and feel the power of wind and waves each time I am fortunate to walk the shoreline.  I watch as the tide pushes the water higher and higher up the beach and understand that it takes great power to move the oceans.  In Alaska I witnessed the always moving blue ice of the glaciers, and felt the earth tremble.  I have driven among the grand Rocky Mountains in the South West.  I hope one day to see Yellowstone the forests and the geysers.  I understand the power within a volcano, the heat of earth’s heart revealed.  

All around are the reminders of the mighty strong hand of nature, and to me the reminders of the One who made it all.  For God created the mountains, the seas.  He made the deep forest and the tumbling waters of the waterfalls.  He brings the new sprouts of spring and colors the leaves in autumn.  He caresses with the gentle rain and soft breeze.  But last night I heard Him In the wind.

(236 Words)  11-12-2015

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Naive?


Naïve?

By John W. Vander Velden

 

Sometimes it seems to me that the world has found itself in the wash cycle, all tossed and tumbled about.  Maybe it has to do with my age.  The years have a way of doing that, as we wonder about changes, while dwelling on imperfect memories of times past.  I need to remind myself that not all of the “good ole days” were indeed good.  Yet all the same each of us look around and shake our heads and wonder.  It must be enough to know that God is in charge…and in the end things will work out.

Yet among societies change are those that stand firm in their convection that everything is some sort of random accident, adamant in their view that God does not exist…never has for that matter.  That view, to me, carries no logic.

You see I have been fortunate to have labored under sun and sky, tended livestock and tilled soil.  I have worked long hours alone…that is without other people…but have understood that I was never alone.  Raised in a home where God was real, as real as my sisters and brothers, my mother and father, my Aunt and Uncle, as real as my best friend that lived down the road.  It doesn’t mean I didn’t question God…what was happening…but never God’s existence.

Some might think that I was merely induced to accept His presence, but though I was taught, I have my own connections.  For I have seen God in the sunrise, the pinks that fill the eastern sky, and in the flaming reds painted all around at the sun’s evening departure.  I have seen God, when the barn’s first dim light was reflected in the eyes of a newborn calf, or the thin shoots of corn that crack the soil and reach up toward the sky.  I have seen God in the fresh brand new leaves of spring, and the golds and reds that dress the hardwood in autumn.  Truth, I look for Him everywhere and I am not disappointed.  I hear God in the rumbling thunder that rattles my ribs, but also in the whisper of the leaves that high above are sent to singing by the summer breeze.  I hear God in the robin’s evening song, and the scarlet clothed Cardinal welcoming of a new day. I hear Him in the beating heart of my beloved and heard Him in the first cry of our son that long night years ago.   I hear God when I listen…really listen…and once I heard his voice when in my anguish I yearned for answers.  I feel God in the wind that sometime pulls at my clothing or shakes the house late at night.  I feel God in the cold wet of a sudden rainstorm that drenches me through and through.  I feel God in the warmth of the sun on a clear winter’s day.  I felt God as I held my child those long hours I walked the floor in the darkness. I feel God all around me in the commonest and least common places, whenever I draw a breath and take the moment to notice.

You see unlike those that purposely close themselves to the possibility of God, I deliberately open myself.  The reality is more than words on a page.  The reality is more than hymns and sermons.  The reality is more than the present state of mind.  It is more than past’s limitations.  For God in more than we can understand.  More than imaginations can reach.  Human desire to be “top of the heap” does not mean we have the right to claim that place.  In a fast changing world where breakthroughs of technology abound, a time when so much of “our” world seems explainable and soon all questions will fall to the wayside, some see no place in that equation for a supreme being.  But scientific explanations cannot disregard the creator of science, and the rules of the universe are too complex to have occurred by chance.

Though the western hemisphere was unknown in medieval Europe, it did not come into being because of Columbus’s or any other explorer’s voyage.  We understand that.  Whether or not we acknowledge God, does not change the fact He exists.  Each of us has been given the freedom to choose, a gift of great responsibility.  A responsibility too few have taken the time to consider.  Easier to close our minds, one way or the other, and move along like cattle through our lives, than to take the time needed to really choose and understand the choosing.

Perhaps I am fortunate.  Perhaps this life style I have lived offered me opportunities few share.  Perhaps I just allow myself to be open…to see…to hear…to feel…to know.  Some might say I am naïve, I would disagree.

(811 Words)    11-4-2015

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

It Takes Wood to Build a Fire...But It Takes Special Wood to Heat the Pot


It Takes Wood to Build a Fire…

But It Takes Special Wood to Heat the Pot

An Excerpt from: A Mountain to Climb

By John W. Vander Velden

 

The flames of the small fire danced and crackled, sending sparks skyward into the blackness.  There in the dark, they sat staring into the flames, just the two of them, alone on the top of Hawk Mountain.  Daniel asked his father to tell a story…a scary story.  Mathew was not certain it was wise, but the boy’s pleading broke his father’s resistance.

“You’ll tell me if it’s lame.”  Mathew commanded.

The boy nodded.

“Many years ago when I was a boy.”  Mathew began with as serious a voice as he could create.  “There was a man that lived in the hills north of our farm.  He lived there all alone and people only saw him two or three times a year.  He kept to himself, living in a shack near Grover’s Creek.”  He pointed in the general direction of the valley.  “Well the back of our farm butt up against his land.  There were times when Joey Kindig and I would walk the woods back there.  You couldn’t be sure where the boundary was, but we were pretty far past, just wandering around with our dog Snowball.  You remember I told you about Snowball.”

“He was the good dog.”  Daniel responded.

“The best.  Well anyway it was autumn and the leaves had fallen, so you could see a good ways, but walking quietly…well that was nearly impossible.  We came to the top of a hill and looking down onto Lyle’s land we saw him gathering wood.  Now there is nothing unusual about a man gathering wood.  Especially a man that lived back and away.  He would need wood to keep from freezing and to cook.  Since we had heard stories about the strange guy we laid down so he wouldn’t see us, as we watched.  But he was singing as he dragged an old cart loaded with long sticks.  ‘It takes wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire… wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’  He would stop gather up more sticks and throw them on his cart all the while singing. ‘It takes wood to build the fire… wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’  Twice he stopped.  Stopped in the middle of his song and looked all around.  As he did he would look directly our way.  Once Joey let out a squeal, so certain the crazy man had seen us.  I covered Joey’s mouth so only the slightest ‘hmmph’ escaped.  But I felt certain the old man had heard us.  He tilted his head, stared in our direction for what seemed like forever, but then began to sing again.  ‘It takes wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’

Joey wanted to get up and run right then.  But I whispered that we hadn’t been seen and even if we were, we could easily out run that bent old man.  This seemed to calm Joey a bit but not very much.  We watched as Crazy Lyle, that was the name we gave him, kept working and singing that weird song.  Finally when he was out of sight, we left.”

“Is that the story?”

“Not scary enough?”  Mathew asked.

“Well…”

“There’s more, so why don’t you let me tell it.”  Mathew took a slender stick and raked its tip through the coals, sparks flying up into the darkness.  Then he began once again.  “The next Saturday afternoon Joey and I went back to that woods.  We were just running among the trees, up the hills and down.  Snowball ran off chasing a rabbit or some fool thing, and we ran after.  Now dogs can run faster than kids, but we gave it a good try.  Well, we got turned around and lost in those woods.  I guess we weren’t thinking straight because we couldn’t agree on which way we should go, and so Joey and I got into a loud argument.  It was then we heard that song.  It was close…real close.  ‘It takes wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’  We panicked, turned and ran right into the old crazy man.  He tripped us and we fell face down on the leaves.  Grabbing us by the ears, he dragged us away screaming our lungs out.  He took us to his cabin, where he tied us to the porch posts all the while singing, ‘it takes wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’  By now it was beginning to get dark which only made us more afraid.”

Mathew added a small piece of wood on the fire.  It kicked sparks once more skyward as he watched the pale face of his son, with mouth open.  “He had this large black pot standing on a great big pile of those sticks we had seen him dragging along.  It seemed he had been working for months, to get so many.  He would go to his well and fill two buckets and carry the water to that pot all the while singing, ‘It takes wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’  At times he would swing the buckets around and dance, as he came back to the well for more water.

“‘What do you think he means to do with that pot?’  Joey asked me when the man was the furthest from us.  I didn’t tell my friend, I felt certain the old man was going to make a soup or stew and we were certain to be the main ingredient.  I think Joey was feeling the same way too only didn’t want to admit the possibility.

“When it was full dark Lyle lit up the wood, soon the flames licked up the side of that great big black pot.  The old bent man dancing all around and singing his song.  ‘It takes wood to build the fire… wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot.’  Then he came to the porch, tilting his head and looking us over one at a time, he  felt our arms, first me then Joey, looking a bit disappointed he asked, ‘Don’t you boys eat nutin?’  He shook his head.  ‘But I guess I’ll just have to make do.’  Then he pulls out a knife.  Now I thought my paw’s knife was big, but it wasn’t anything compared to the blade that crazy man whipped out.  He cut Joey lose holding my friend by the arm with the blade to his neck.  Joey and me screaming our lungs out as he pulled Joey toward the pot.”

Mathew suddenly stopped.  He looked up from the fire into his son’s eyes.  “I know the story is lame.  I’ll just stop now.”

Daniel blinked and jumping to his feet.  “You can’t stop now dad. What happened?”

“Like I said the story is lame…there’s no reason to bore you anymore.”

“No, dad tell me what happened.”

“You sure?”

The boy nodded firmly.

“Well alright.  I don’t know whether it was because I was scared, or because I had struggled so long, but just then I found one hand free.  I struggled with the rest of the rope all the while screaming, as Joey was being pulled toward that pot, while that monster kept singing his fool song.  ‘It takes wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot!’  He had nearly brought Joey to the pot when out of the dark came a white bolt…Snowball!  That dog was all over that man, knocking him to the ground.  Joey broke free and began to run as fast as his legs would take him toward the woods.  It was lucky for me that I had managed to free myself.  For it seemed I would not get any help from my friend, not that I blamed him.  He had been close enough to the fire to be pretty warm by the time Snowball rescued him.  Snowball still had the man rolling on the ground when I ran past chasing after my friend.  I called Snowball from the trees and soon the three of us were most of the way home.”

Daniel just sat there blinking, mouth open.  The sight nearly caused Mathew to laugh out loud, but to do so would spoil the moment, so he went on.  “Nobody believed us, not my folks not Joey’s.  But when we finally convinced our fathers to go back with us a few days later, there was no sign of the old man…or the pot.  The shack had burned to the ground and there was a chard spot right where we told them the pot had been.  No one ever heard of Lyle Cass ever again.  A few weeks later we found Snowball bloody and dead.  But sometimes late at night I can hear a voice far away in the dark singing, ‘It takes wood to build the fire… wood to build the fire…wood to build the fire…but it takes special wood…to heat the pot…’”
(1584 Words)

 

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

October's Mist


October’s Mists

By John W. Vander Velden

 

Few of those that live on the shores of Coulter Lake, know the story of Hiram Coulter the man that first deeded the land of those parts.  That was before Indiana’s statehood and no concern to the owners of the fancy houses overlooking the sparkling waters of Coulter Lake.  Stories tell of an overprotective father, though few blamed him.  Naomi, born that terrible night Hiram’s beloved died, remained little more than a prisoner on the farmstead that overlooked the lake.  Living in seclusion, seldom seen, word of Naomi’s beauty spread, and many a young man sought ways to see if the stories were true for themselves.  All the while Hiram thwarted any that dared to meet his grown daughter.

But Mitchel Merit was a cleaver youth, or so he thought.  Borrowing his uncle’s boat he rowed across Coulter Lake in the darkest hours.  Lonely Naomi accepted the attention of the handsome farm boy that crept through the bushes to her window.  Night after night he came and she would slip out to secret places they were certain only the two of them knew.  But Hiram knew.  He had no admiration for young Mitchel or any of that clan.  Felt that the family was misnamed for that matter, unworthy of the title Merit.  At last he found the boat hidden among the brush and made his plans. 

One night with brace and bore he quietly drilled holes in the bottom of that small vessel.  Hiram chuckled at the thought of young Mitchel’s surprise as the boat slowly sank into the lakes dark waters.  But how was he to know that the lad couldn’t swim.  “Not a lick,” his father said.  Or that would be the night Naomi would run off with the boy to parts unknown.

None know for certain what became of the young lovers.  Some say they pushed an empty boat into the waters and ran across land to Claudton and took the canal south.  Lived their lives happy and content beyond the reach of one Hiram Coulter.  Others wonder, for no word ever came, no letter, no message from either young Mitchel or lovely Naomi.

Stories tell how grief or guilt drove Hiram mad.  Times at night, so the neighbors told, the hard man rowed the smooth dark waters, lantern in hand, with pleading words on his lips, begging forgiveness.  Then one October night the man rowed into the fog and vanished, swallowed by the mist, never to return.

None pay heed to the old house of fieldstone that stands abandoned, its windows boarded over.  A two hundred year old sad sentinel with closed eyes, waiting.  But everyone knows of the light on the water. The pale lantern light that pierces the October mist which rises on cold autumn nights.  Others speak of the wailing cry that echoes on those foggy nights.  The sounds of a destressed woman calling for help.  Those that live at the water’s edge, tell of the chill that comes off the water, a chill that rises in the vapors that slowly hides the lake.  A chill that causes grown men to tremble and children to wail.  But one thing is for certain, no one ventures onto Coulter Lake at night and into October’s Mist.  (551 Words)   10-17-2015

 

 

 

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Mom


Mom

By John W. Vander Velden

 

Born one of nine children, in Holland, born in 1925.  By the time she became aware of anything her family was in the depression.  Fortunate to be a family of Taunders, that is truck farmers, they had food though little else.  When at last the depression ended they found their country occupied, and again they had so very little.  Even when the war ended their country ravaged by the war…there was nothing…absolutely nothing.

Though I would remember Mom and her life we must also remember dad, for their lives are so intertwined, as two strands of one fabric, so bound together.  It is not really possible to speak of one without the other.  They did not attend the same school, though they grew up in the same neighborhood.  They were in families that knew each other.  Both families were truck farmers.  They would marry in 1948, young, too young their pastor told them.  They were twenty-three. 

But they were driven by dreams, filled with ambitions and a lack of patients.  For they found themselves in a time, a time when there was no opportunity.  Their older brothers and sisters had begun their lives.  Later their younger siblings would have their chance.  But mom and dad found themselves, in the donut hole, so ready to begin their lives and denied.  So they came to United States.  They came with dreams, hopes, ambitions, and incredible pent up energy.  They left their home and the only life they knew,  coming to this country with two card board suitcases, a hundred dollars and little else.  But they brought with them a faith.  A faith that with hard work they would succeed.  A faith in themselves, a faith in this country, a land which they knew so very little.  A faith in God, cornerstone of their lives.  And later faith in the new family which they built. 

Crossing in a steamship, imagine people that had never been a hundred miles from home, crossing the ocean.  Mom became so ill.  The room felt so hot to the newlyweds.  Dad opened the window, that is the port hole, only to be balled out by the room steward.  I really doubt dad knew what the steward said but he never opened the porthole again.   Imagine the situation, nearly alone in a strange land.  For though dad’s sister and her husband had arrived a few months earlier they knew no others.  Though they had taken English lessons in Holland they soon found out what they had been taught was not quite English.  Actually it was not English at all.   Yet young, perhaps naïve, bold with incredible courage the newlyweds began a new life in a new world. 

That was the beginning of the great adventure that was their lives together, and like all great adventures it was not always pleasant or joyous.  There were many disappointments and setbacks.  Working for others, moving to Florida, and coming back to start all over again.   Yet with years of hard work and sacrifice they achieved their dream.  They at last had a place of their own… Their farm here in Walkerton. 

And all the while they raised their family, the five of us.  We’re all tall perhaps but each very different with lives and dreams of our own. Lives and dreams they did not always understand.  Two that with boldness and daring came to this country, five children, ten grandchildren and five great grandchildren…and so it goes on…

Just when they should have begun to enjoy the fruits of years of hard work and sacrifice, dad’s illness changed all their plans.  He was only fifty-seven when he was diagnosed with MS, only fifty-seven.  Mom worked hard all her life. She knew nothing else.  She understood nothing else.  She cared as best as she was able for her children, and then she cared as best she was able for dad.  Twenty-three years dealing with his MS, with all its ups and downs until at last it took him in 2005.  Suddenly she was alone for the first time in her life she was alone.  Living with her family, going directly from her father’s house to her husband’s, then after nearly fifty-seven years of marriage…alone.  Focusing on others she never realized that she too had become old.  She was strong, always strong, yet suddenly without purpose, the purpose that had so long been her life, she was to deal with the most difficult years of her life. 

I could spend all day speaking of memories, of how mom with her thick Dutch accent taught a brother how to correctly say chimney…the word has no “L”.  Of New Year’s Eve parties at my Aunt and Uncle’s, of trips to the beach at St. Augustine, and I remember when Mom received the phone call that broke her heart; when word came of her father’s death.  There are so many memories.  Are all my memories happy ones…no!  But all my memories are important ones, and I will cherish them always!  
 
We were taught respect for others, respect for our parents, and respect for God.  If I would speak of the home we as children were given.  It would be best said.  There were always clean sheets on the beds…food on the table…cloths on our backs…and love in the home.  In reality…is there anything more !!! 

(902 Words)  8-2015




 

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

The Rows Await


The Rows Await

By John W. Vander Velden

Their numbers shrink, yet I stand among the few that prepare, as the rows await the grand harvesting machines.  Since the days of spring when the soil accepted the seed carefully planted, those that work the land watched and worried.  Tiny seedlings cracked the soil standing as soldiers in formation.  It is they that form the rows as the farmers struggle.  The battle begun even before the straight line armies had covered the fields, continues each day as the plants grow.  The war plans, made at kitchen tables and in tractor seats, battles against unpredictable weather, weeds, and disease, demand brave souls, willing to work and to risk, and in the end require us to wait.

Many years, I have come to this place – to a place where all the sweat and worry lay behind me.  The tall rows of golden corn stalks stand.  The soybeans ready, as lines of precious pods upon straight stems, stretch across the field.  Many years have taught that success is not measured by the green fields of August, its value will be measured by the bin.  This warrior is ready, for the rows await…    

(190 Words)

Monday, October 5, 2015

The Ant and the Grasshopper


The Ant and the Grasshopper            

By John W. Vander Velden

When I began school, all those years ago, Mrs. Marks read stories to the class. Among those stories and fables was one titled, “The Ant and the Grasshopper”.  It seems that particular story has faded from fashion.  Yet I feel the meaning hid in those words is as important today as ever.  For the story goes that as the ant worked each summer day, the grasshopper sat idly by playing on his fiddle.  The grasshopper chided the ant each day, “Why work so hard?  You need to enjoy this beautiful day.” But the ant told the other, “Yes, the weather is good today, but winter will surely come.  I have much to do to prepare.” But the grasshopper waved him off, and continued to play another ditty or just sat relaxing in the shade.   Perhaps that story is the source of the term, “fiddled away time”.

The story may not be common today because things did not end well for Mr. Grasshopper.  Seasons pass as they do and winter did arrive and the ant and his friends and family were ready.  The grasshopper found himself lacking…and well…I won’t go into the details.  I feel that the story yet has merit.  As we go through life, doing our best to take care of all the things that fill it, we sometimes forget to, as the Boy Scout Motto instructs, “be prepared”.  We rush off to our jobs.  We scurry our kids to all kinds of events.  There is the grass to mow, and the bushes need trimming.  Uncountable jobs around the house demand our attention.  Somewhere within the chaos we must take the moments necessary to be ready.

An example:  Midnight July first 2014, we heard the roar like nothing we had ever heard before. We raced in the dark to the basement.  Only a few minutes later the storm had passed while we stood side by side in the pitch dark.  What we found in the morning left us reeling.  Trees torn to pieces.  Limbs littered the front yard.  Our driveway was impassable.  Most of my shop’s north wall blown out.  We remained without power for four days.

I would not say I was physically prepared for that storm.  Oh, I knew enough to head below ground.  The flashlight was handy…sorta’.  But how do you prepare for that kind of event.  But I was prepared mentally.  I understood what I needed to do and how to go about getting it done.  So with the help of a wonderful neighbor and chainsaws, sweat, truckloads of brush, water hauled in, and eventually a generator we got it done.  It’s life, and we need to be ready for the bumps and curves that come our way.

So when I think of the Ant and the Grasshopper and being prepared I make a list.  On that list are things like, checking the smoke alarm, keeping flashlights working and handy, squirreling away a few bucks for car trouble or whatever, and keeping the insurance paid up.  There are many other things I do, but most important…to me…is have the mindset that things happen.  They have happened in the past.  They will happen in the future.  Just as the winter caught the grasshopper off guard, storms or other tragedies sneak up on us all.  But if we like the Boy Scouts are prepared, well then in the end we will be fine.

(571 Words)                            9-4-2015

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Away


Away                              

By John W. Vander Velden

Those that know my family and its history understand the place I come from, a place that demanded total commitment, long days of unending weeks.  My first outing came when I was well into my twenties.  My parents couldn’t understand my desire to drive around Lake Michigan the first time.  But a dear friend told my parents something I will always remember.  “It’s not so important where he goes, what matters is where he is not.”

On that wisdom, I have relied all these years.  There will always be the tasks that require our attention, but if we do not take the effort to care for ourselves, then perhaps we will be unable accomplish all that is demanded.  Shouldn’t those that work hard, deserve a bit of time away?  Few would deny the right.  Short breaks from the job reenergize us.  But there is the truth many forget.  Being away exposes us to different places and different people.  We are broadened by the experiences of our lives -- those experiences at home and those abroad.  

Those times I am away from my home not only provides a rest physically, but frees me from many of my daily mental requirements.  However vacation days demand new tasks.  Which roads must be taken – which restaurants – etc.  Shifting mental gears is as necessary to our wellbeing as progressing through the ratios on cars are needed to reach the destination we desire.   Time away forces us to think about other things while it frees us from the everyday.

A grand adventure I undertook that summer years ago.  Sleeping in the space I made in my Plymouth Duster – on a sheet of plywood which replaced the back seat.  I will not lie and tell you that it was roomy or comfortable.  Yet those days remain among my fondest memories.  You see it was the first time I was truly -- away.  The first time I traveled -- really traveled -- alone.  The first time I saw Sleeping Bear Dunes, crossed the Mackinac Bridge, drove through mile after mile of north wood, and the first time I heard a bear in the wild.  Yes, it was a time “away” – but more – it was a time “to”.

(369 Words)                       8-7-2014